So since about feb 2010 my life has been up and down as most/some of you probably know... I've faced many 'challenges' personally either alone or with people close to me.. To them people i can't thank enough because it's what's helped me carry on and get my life how it is now.
There's one thing i believe in and that's fate and that everything happens for a reason.. you may not always know straight away what that reason is but eventually you find it trustt me I know LOL
This isn't even a sympathy blog or what ever you want to call it. But to the people that know me, cared for me, stood by me through everything i want to thank you so much for making me the strong person i am today.
I regret ever making the blog about what i had, the shit i had to go through because that set me up for people to use against me and ridicule me in a way i never thought thought would happen, but that's all part of life and what gets you down only make you stronger and i've learnt the hard way..
Last week i got the best news i could possibly wish for and that was that hopefully after all my treatment is finished i can get the ALL CLEAR and finally live my life like it should be lived...and i am grateful that i never once gave up in my fight to live (as much as some people knew i wanted to...)
To my friends.. callie, you are amazing we met just like a best friend should and we had so many laughs and it was just so normal it was unreal that we were even meeting LOL ps: love baby food still :P and we may not speak as much now but we will alwaysss remain close
Lucy, Jamie, Cody, DinoM an OC - i love you all indvidually and as a group...and i thank you so much for the support! People get you and us so wrong but you are all amazing and i love you all sooooooo much. People should get to know you as a whole oe on your own before jusdging!
Laura, I love you SO much and am so fucking happy for you! I LOVE YOU SHAYLEE, so much<3333 If you need anything to talk about, you know you can always come to me!
I was actually considering PMing you to ask how it was all going - not heard in such a long while, an obviously I wanted to know you were ok!
Anyway, all I can say to this is that you are a beautiful, strong girl inside and out, and have gone through things in your short life that people wouldn't even want to imagine. To know that you're highly likely to get the all-clear is AMAZING. My own grandmother, a 2-time survivor of breast-cancer, got the all-clear from a mamogram the other week, and we were absolutely ecstatic - it hits everyone close to you, online or irl.
Ik that as friends go, we're not THATT close, butI've always admired your courage and positive-attitude, even after some horrible torment thrown at you. You're a GREAT girl, who deserves happy and fulfilled times after all this. <3
Laura, I fucking love you and I am so fucking happy that it's finally over and you can finally start living just like the rest of us <33333333333333333333333333
Hope you know how much respect and admiration I've always had for you, and glad you are staying so strong :). Sounds like things are worlds better and congrats on things with Beast :). <33 nice to hear from you!
I think you're amazing and I am so happy I got to know you through that silly castings we were in. SO glad we took the time to just throw everything aside and have fun. You're great :)