Uggh I can't believe Vanessa this past week.... I can't stand Austin and I can't stand john but this season is crazy.... Just wish Jason and momma da could go back in they were my favorites.
this past week was an emotional roller coaster for me and this week is not going to be any better.... i previously blogged about a family membr of mine that is on life support and i was desperately hoping and praying that she would be ok and get to come home or at least be able to call me.... i keep looking at my phone hoping this was just a crazy dream but still no call or text it is like a daily reminder like getting the call that i got the night she went to the hospital... it sucks so im going to keep praying and pray that god's will is done no matter what that may be even if i dont understand or agree... so now that i got alot of this of my chest i just want to tell her if i can that i love her and i hope i get to tell her while she is still with us or at least right before she passes and hope she hears me and i hope she already know that i love her.....
well my black charity was ruined!!!!! i hate people that ruin charities seriously guys!!!!!!! people suck the charity ruiners need to get a freaking life...... it took me like 3 years and 800 and something games to finally get to black and just like that i got screwed over.......
a member of my family is fighting for her life right now but she is dying she and i are very close and i have had to watch her on life support for the past couple of days and i just dont know what i am going to do when she passes. i love her so much and i hope she heard everything i said to her and knows that i was at the hospital
