this past week was an emotional roller coaster for me and this week is not going to be any better.... i previously blogged about a family membr of mine that is on life support and i was desperately hoping and praying that she would be ok and get to come home or at least be able to call me.... i keep looking at my phone hoping this was just a crazy dream but still no call or text it is like a daily reminder like getting the call that i got the night she went to the hospital... it sucks so im going to keep praying and pray that god's will is done no matter what that may be even if i dont understand or agree... so now that i got alot of this of my chest i just want to tell her if i can that i love her and i hope i get to tell her while she is still with us or at least right before she passes and hope she hears me and i hope she already know that i love her.....
