Because I refuse to kiss Dylan's ass. He's saying disgusting things to me, as usual. And he used the r slur in a discord chat today because that's the type of person he is, and he's been talking about my body, my personal life, my animals, etc.
So no, I will not kiss his ass for safety. I'm a grown woman with a small amount of dignity at least.
Hope I don't go up, but please save me if I do, friends.