Do I think I deserve this? No, there's millions of girls that are way prettier then I am, but society has weird standards sometimes, I don't think I'm pretty, other people do, and I've been told countless times that I should be a model, which I don't get because I see many girls everyday who are way prettier then I am. But I'm very thankful for whatever they all see in me.
Anyway, they'd do the same thing if they also got a glimpse of the future from a reliable source that told them they were gonna be a model in the future, probably running to their friends like "OMG I'M GONNA BE A MODEL, CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?"
I was in disbelief when I first found out, I thought, is this really happening? Why would an agent possibly hire an ugly girl like me? But for whatever reason that I'll never understand, people think I'm pretty? (I don't get it, but I'm extremely thankful for it, and thank God for it every day, in whatever they see in me that I don't) Like I'm only somewhat pretty when I have tons of makeup on, otherwise I look like a mess tbh.
I just think God chose me for this life because he knows that I can inspire people and I'm gonna know how to use my platform well and promote good, and inspire so many people, and because I'm going to do everything I can for this to actually happen, well and because he knows I can handle this kinda lifestyle and still be ok. (Seriously, many people can't handle being famous and it does a lot of damage on them)
You know what I'm doing to make my dreams come true? Something I don't recommend for anyone, but hey, if a reliable source tells you that your future's gonna be ok, you can do pretty much anything you want to and still be ok, and umm...as you can see, that's what I'm doing
So I dropped out of high school and am now spending all of my focuses on making this dream happen, (I'm not signed yet, but I will be someday, it's never too early too start working towards your dream, I'm 16, and I'd like to start working sometime this year)
Also, keep in mind that I'll always be nice and be an inspiration to everyone, oh, I'm also really insecure (trust me...I am, but I'm too afraid to show you that part of me) and I'll be this relatable normal girl who gets to have this crazy life and talk to all these celebrities, it's going to be a fun life, isn't it?
