wrapped everything (hate doing that)
delivered presents
put some christmas music videos on
slipped on some ice (in public u_u)
and it still doesn't really feel like christmas :\
of smiling or laughing when dealing with death? i was watching a brittany murphy news report and i was so shocked and saddened but i couldn't stop laughing out of shock.
it's the same when someone starts off a conversation with "i got some bad news.. it's about my nan" and i have to bite the inside of my cheeks to stop myself from smiling :S
i was even in hysterics when some crazy pulled a gun out on the tube once and threatened to shoot my friend in the face. i'm not heartless, i just don't deal with shock that well :\
THE LARGER PROOF:
let us bow our heads and give a minutes silence while we remember the finer times we had :( 