I have a borderline creepy obsession with this guy I love. We're going to a Convention together and we're sharing a room but he said him and X are gunna be in a bed and Me and Y are gunna be the other bed and I was so heartbroken, and today he was like half-cudding with Z on the couch and I just wanted him to be as friendly and fun with him as he is with Z. Like sometimes I feel like we're not even legitimate friends because idk how to be fun around him cuz he just makes me so nervous to be around and like there's more that would get me a restraining order than I will not disclose but like why the fuck am i one of those creepy obsessed guys in love? I don't wanna be a creep I just have no control when it comes to him. T_____T
