I literally experience such intense positives and negatives and I really do not know how to cope sometimes.
I can only really compare it in songs.
How I feel when I am in an extremly good mood. I get crazy impulsive and wanna go crazy and do ambitious things. (How I feel was feeling about an hour ago.)
Now I just wanna cry and not wanna talk to anyone and this how I feel.
It's like I am never normal or can have balance. I am always extremely positive or negative. Sorry I turn my blogs into a self-medication thing.
