to all the people who have helped me during the past year, easily the hardest of my life.
Today, the first ever day i was able to talk to someone about my brother and all that's happened without crying and becoming an entire mess.
Some days are better than others, but today went well with that, and so many people on this site are a huge reason why, so thank you.
There are still days the pain fills up more than can be bottled up, but there are days where i can manage well, there are days that I can go through without the pain, there are days where it feels unbearable. But thanks to some amazing people,those days are slowly starting to diminish.
I may never fully heal from the great loss, i may never feel the same level of joy i used to, but I damn well am a lot better than i thought i'd be at this point.
Pain doesn't go away, but you learn to live with it and work around it.
Read this, don't read it, do whatever. im not spamming this, just giving my thoughts.
If you are Red level and are reading this, PLEASE TAG YOURSELF HERE https://tengaged.com/blog/M_Davis1998/8565100/tengaged-rainbow-biru
WE have worked so hard to get all these people, but now we can’t seem to get another red level! So please, if you are red level, your friend is a red level, or if your next door neighbour’s dog is a red level, TAG YOURSELF!!!
