California SS Finals. This is it. I've been working so unbelievably hard for the past 3 years to get here. It all comes down to this. 9:45 AM. I'm gonna LET LOOSE. I'm always too nervous, too unconfident before races... it's time. It's time to make everyone my bitch. I'm gonna fucking release the train. First mile, second mile, third mile. I'm gonna put it all on the table. I'm gonna push myself so hard tomorrow that my legs collapse at the finish line, and I throw up blood.
Oh god. I am really terrified right now. Apparently a couple incoming seniors had a plan to kill some teachers and students at my school (which starts this thursday). The police investigated and stopped their plan, but it makes me wonder if there are more people like that going to my school who haven't been caught... :/
