5 years ago I was 12 years old. I was angry and unhappy with myself. I made some mistakes and said shit things. 12 years old. Keep that in mind.
After a heated argument over her outting a person on the Z site, I told her “kill yourself”.
Such a shitty thing for me to say. I said something awful.
5 years ago I said something disgusting and terrible.
But every single time I at all talk with LivvieBoo12 AKA “Fufu” she goes “remember that time you said I should kill myself”
Just today in the Stars house because I nominated her friend she told everyone the story and now over and over is asking me if it’s okay. No it wasn’t okay. Not at all okay. It was bad but I made a huge blog and issued a huge apology, somebody messaged my mom on Facebook and I had to leave my school as a punishment and I’m always apologizing.
I’m sick of this always being held against me. 5 years now. I’ve lost friends on here, I’ve had to leave the school I LOVED I was grounded a month and couldn’t hang out with any of my friends from that school. I’m DONE being crucified for a mistake 5 years ago.
Because something i said at 12 years old people email my mom and tell her to shoot her family and myself. Thats fucking insane.
We all do and say shitty things, I remember when I was a 14-year-old kid on here. I was angry at the world and would say mean, horrible, racist, homophobic, hateful things to people. A lot, if not all of it was extremely shameful.
All you can do is accept you've done shitty things an promise yourself you'll never be that person again. You've learned from this.
