I joined this game with the intent to keep my mind off of drinking, it honestly worked. I feel content with my game and what it did for me to continue my sober journey.
I wanted to build relationships but I was immediately ostracized on Day 1 even after I spoke to majority of the cast but not ONE person came to tell me I had a possibility of going OTB.
Which they apparently all knew based on later-game exposeβ they all kept dishing out. I figured I had a chance at a decent placing if I just kept doing what I was doing. Observing & being unproblematic by staying out of the drama they stirred themselves into just let me slip through the cracks.
There were a few comments directed towards me but I swallowed my pride and kept my observant position by just letting them deal with frustration that I implemented into the game with my presence. Iβm still here and theyβre not which says something about my game compared to their futile efforts.
This way I couldnβt be blamed for sets, names being thrown around so nobody can be mad at me for simply surviving π I just put my trust into the process and I progressed right into FINALS πππππ
I played a clean, easy game and I barely had to lift a finger βοΈ