And loads of internet sites and even forums there are random people, but this place seems like a close knit community :P That is really something special <3 I love it here <3 MWAH <3
After the worst night of my life, I was about to become a mother.
Earlier, Eduardo had come to the apartment. I rushed to the door hoping it would be Adam, but then Eduardo burst in holding a gun to my head. I began weeping, and then I got a text from Adam. Eduardo got a hold of my phone and texting something back, I didn't know what.
I was told to lie on the couch and shut up, I was scared for not only my life, but especially my babies life. The next thing I knew Adam walked in. I was filled with a flurry of emotion. I started to cry, I hadn't seen Adam in a while and everything just came back to me. On one hand I was so glad to see him, but on the other hand I was worried he may die.
Eduardo then stole everything from him, and began to rape him. I was horrified. I covered my ears and eyes but kept on crying. My clothes were stained with tears...tears of fright. I heard Adam crying and I looked up to find him lying naked on the floor. I quickly grabbed anything I could and wrapped it around him. Next thing I knew my water broke.
I was rushed to the hospital, but they took Adam away from me. Not again! I didn't want to let him go again. I began to weep, but they assured me everything would be alright. I was all alone, yet again. After a few hours in labour the baby was ready to come about. I was crying, what if the baby would turn out like me, I wanted the best for it. After I pushed my damned hardest, the baby was delivered safely. It was wrapped up and I held it. I was holding life.
The nurses left me alone, and I asked if I could see Adam. At this point, there were new nurses, and they had no idea what Adam looked like. I was told he was waiting in the waiting room. Me and Adam could start a new life together.
I dozed off for awhile, I was completely tired as you would imagine. The baby was sleeping in its cot. I was truly happy for the first time in my life.
I then woke up to find Eduardo holding the baby and stroking its head. I screamed, but nothing came out...
Please children, before you judge listen to my side of the story!
I always grew up in a broken home, my mother was an alcoholic and my father used to beat me and my mum up every chance he could get. It was a violent life, one that I was hoping and praying to escape when I was 18. And I did just that, I did just that.
I missed a lot of school because of my injuries, and also because of the fact that my parents never cared about me. So when I was 18 I enrolled into a free community college taking night classes, and I got a job as a waitress. My friend let me stay with her, and I was oh so thankful.
It was a normal day at work and then I met Adam. He was so kind, unlike all my other customers who shun me and treat me like dirt. He cared enough, and he had the most beautiful eyes I had ever seen. We got to talking, and he came more and more regularly to the coffee shop where I worked.
We soon got into a relationship and it was great. Then I got a call saying my mother had died from alcohol poisoning and my father had ran away with some hussy. And that's when my problems began. I started drinking, I was heavily depressed, and every time I looked at Adam it reminded me of my father and my mother's relationship.
So we grew apart, I began going out at night and I fell into the wrong crowd. They influenced me badly. I had lost my job as well. Things were not going great. I just wish Adam would've have supported me more. I started doing drugs and I became dependent on crack. When I couldn't pay any more the guy who was supplying me got some goon to sexually assault me and then Adam was a victim too. A few weeks later I found out I was pregnant.
I didn't want to hurt Adam any more. I have been to AA meetings and I want Adam back. I'm sitting here 8 months pregnant without my baby's daddy. Please Adam, please help me <3
