I don't know why I'm blogging here, I just need some advice and someone to talk to...
I'm falling in love with my best friend, and I've felt this way for a year. We went out recently, and I saw him make out with my other really good friend...I had no idea they liked each other. They were all over each other, kissing, making out. It was a complete shock. This guy I like has never kissed a girl before or even had a girlfriend, despite him being the most amazing person in the world, smart, funny and good looking. Neither of them know how I feel, and I have to fake that I think they are really cute together, and I am really happy.
The worst thing is they keep on asking me about the other person, so I have to get involved in the relationship, and when we go out next it will be awkward..they will be all over each other.
I hate writing this, it sounds like stupid high school drama, but it has been affecting me a lot, never did I think the person I really like would get with my other best friend...and they don't know how much they're hurting me :( I hate feeling helpless and alone :(
