Back a year or two ago I said that I didn't believe that gay marriage should be legal.
Well... I was stupid.
You have to understand that I was brought up in a Catholic environment that basically preached, "Conform or suffer for eternity" and when those are your only options, it is scary. Ever since I can remember I have had sexy feelings for both guys and girls, but I was targeted and told I was going to burn. I suppressed these feelings because I thought they would be my demise. I was in a depression for three years and almost ended my life because of it Jan 2013. Luckily, I am still here and now accept the fact that I am pansexual.
I don't apologize easily and don't give a damn what people think of me. I apologize to get things off of my chest when I realize, "Yeah... I was stupid" so that the memory doesn't come back to haunt me. Anyway, love me or hate me, the fact is that I am sorry for how stupid I was. Take it or leave it.
and u also u know i was raised catholic so i understand. basically my church told me u can be gay but u cannot act on it oh and masterbation is a sin LMAO
