Nothing we could ever have in the future will ever even come close to how great our friendship was in the summer of 2009.. But I really, really, really wish that we still talked. You are an amazing girl and I really, really miss you. A lot more people miss you than I think you think do. I don't know. I know that I do and I'll never forget you.
I mean, yeah, I have your number, but we've probably had ten to fifteen conversations in the past year. Since you started dating Mike. And I don't want to come down on you or him, because I'm happy that you're happy, but the fact is that you've drifted away from me and a lot of other people since then. And it hurts more than you think. You're such an amazing girl and I want what is best for you, but I don't know that the manner in which you're just being dependent on one person ~is~ best for you.. and that isn't even just my selfish desire to rekindle our friendship talking. I want what's best for you but I don't know if what you're doing here is healthy. And I'm not the only person who feels that way.
I don't know.
You changed me and you changed my life a lot more than you will probably ever know. So thanks for that. And I am not going to pretend that I think I've ever had a more fun period of time in my life than the summer of 2009 when we would just stay up later than necessary on AIM or on MSN with Lett. Because it was really fun and it ended up touching me more than I think you ever knew.
I don't really know what else to put because I just got interrupted with my brother, so...
I'll just re-iterate it.
I miss you.
You're an amazing girl.
And I really, really, really hope that everything works out well for
you.
This might have been long or incoherent or insufficient or rambling, but whatever. It's what came out of my nostalgic mind at 1 in the morning.
okay yea theres no topping russ :( ive said a lottttttt of amazing things in our day tho LOL
you were my best friend for soooooo soooo long and when u left a part of me on here left too. now get back on here and reply to my mail! dont just leaveeeeeeeeeeeeee again for 3349208402398 years =[ as you can see we miss you sooooooo much :|
come play a game with us or something. id love to catch up with you before i leave D:
