Zach: so I didn't know how to tell you these things because I didn't know how you would react to them. When I was a baby, i died for a few seconds and then the doctors brought me back to life which i thought was a miracle and that God wanted me to live my life. I was also bullied alot by older kids and i had to fight those kids because If I didn't, my dad would have called me weak and useless. Then, I cannot trust people that easily like I had this friend for two years and he and I were good friends but I ended the friendship because he betrayed my trust, lied to me, and broke promises that he said he would keep and so that is the reason why it is hard for me to trust people easily. I also had Cron's disease which was horrible because I had to constantly go to hospitals and get tests done. I am sorry for putting things on pause but I was just trying to think about how I could tell you these things without you judging me.
