Alright, here's my opening statement.
First off, thank you to Vaughn for choosing to keep me in the game over Jay.
Now, I'll just start by saying this. I played a very different game than I wanted to play coming into this. Usually, I like to play the game with strong allies and really making bold moves and leading many aspects of a game. However, due to circumstances from Day 1 when I was late for that first challenge, I was on the outs very early on and was forced to play my idol at the very first tribal council of the season. My one safety net and form of protection was gone from night one. Afterwards, I was always on the list of targets and truly felt that at any tribal, I could very well be going.
By forming some bonds and some semblance of an alliance with the few people who would talk with me and wanted to work with me, I was able to make the merge (after a close vote at the last pre-merge tribal).
Since the merge I've been fiesty and scrappy. I was clearly being targeted by several players as evidenced by the fact that I was in a tie vote at F11 and then in a close 5-4 vote at F9. I really started to find my footing around F8 or F7 when I realized that people's perception of me was that of a weak player (despite the other alliance targeting me). I think I was an easy target because people knew I didn't have an idol after the first tribal and with votes being so close, I was a safe bet.
So, in the challenge when people said I was least deserving to be here, it hurt because I had my back against the wall since Day 1 and had few true allies so I thought it was impressive that I was still kicking at F6. But, I couldn't deny that it helped my game immensely by increasing the impression that I was a weak, easily beatable player to take to the end. I even had Jay play an idol on me at F5, and I won an immunity challenge too. At F4, I had control because I could send Kyle home in a 3-1 vote, or cause a tie which I did, a decision that I made on my own to try and propel myself to the end. It didn't have the result I untimately wanted, but I'm here nonetheless.
So, I hope you guys can consider voting for me and can respect the fact that I beat the odds. After that first tribal, no one would have guessed I'd be at the end but I was able to fight, build trust, allies and a fluid alliance after a rocky start that propeled me to a position where I can sit here now. It was the ultimate underdog story and even though it wasn't the plan coming in, I'm proud of the game I played. It wasn't the game I intended to play, but it was the game I was forced to play with the cards I was dealt.
It was great fun playing with you all and there's no hard feelings towards any of you. I'll answer all questions to the best of my ability and I look forward to what you guys have to say. :)