When Max won HoH, because of my small but meaningful connection with him, I was able to stay safe, which resulted in Rodrigo, someone I wasn’t close with leaving. The jury stage was when things started getting intense. Chloe and LQ were nominated and with the strange vetoes remaining, I got worried. James won the veto, and- he used it on Chloe?? That confused LQ and I, and when I saw that Chloe nominated Patrick, I knew that they were a force to be reckoned with.
With Patrick finally gone, I knew that LQ or Chloe had to win HoH so things would change. In what was probably the only active case of me throwing a competition, I purposely slowed down when LQ’s turn was up, and I feel that this was the main determinant of this game. She won HoH, and I knew that my alliance would suffer for it. However, instead of freaking out, I reached out to Sagar and maintained my friendly connections with Max and Andy (it may seem that these relationships weren’t close at all, but that was the point).
While I just wanted to see what Sagar was up to, what formed was something much bigger than what I had expected. We hit it off immediately, and I knew that he had just lost his closest ally, so I wanted to form an alliance with him. He claimed that he would form a final 2 with me, and I was in. I finally was able to reveal my knowledge about the game to someone, which I couldn’t do previously because I was avoiding having a “partner” in the game, so to speak.
This eviction vote was extremely important, since it determined which gigantic threat would stay, and I knew that keeping James in would be a mistake. Luckily, LQ wasn’t angry with me at all, Sagar agreed with me, and Chloe didn’t seem that upset either.
After James’ eviction, I wanted to start winning competitions, but I was happy when my (I thought) close ally Eric won HoH. While I was shocked that he was targeting Andy, I didn’t have a close relationship with him, so I was more than happy with him leaving. At this point, Sagar was banned and we voted differently for a few rounds, but we always knew what the other person was doing and why.
By the time of the third double eviction, Nick and I had formed an extremely tight bond, and he was the person who I felt the closest to by far. Still, I neglected to tell him everything I knew, since I wanted to keep that information in my back pocket. Will won HoH and almost nominated me, but I had to warn him that people might target me, since they may have realized my game (like Patrick did at the final 11 - when he called me out, that’s when I became more active). Knowing that LQ was a threat who I didn’t completely trust, and with the Femme Fatale alliance fractured, I didn’t have a big problem evicting her.
At this point, I was craving a competition win, and I finally got two (outside of my first veto win, which was rather inconsequential). I realized that Max and Chloe were the only two people who a) didn’t trust me at all, b) knew that I didn’t trust them fully, and c) would evict me without a problem, so I nominated them. As cruel as this might sound, I let everyone else decide, because I had no preference at all.
Max won the next HoH. Should I have had a preference? I say no, because my connections with Nick and Sagar were enough to keep me safe. Eric had deeper bonds with people, and I had weak bonds that were all broken. Even Will, Eric’s close ally, realized that it would be best to keep me in the game. It was at this point that I realized people would be extremely angry with me if I made it here, so instead of trying to make amends with everyone and clean my act up, I doubled down on the idea of me being a “rat” and used it to ensure my safety, convincing people that it would be extremely easy to beat me.
With Will winning the final 5 HoH competition, Nick and I were basically guaranteed a spot in the final 4. I knew that if I were to keep Max, I’d have a jury threat who has unknown intentions with me, instead of a loyal friend who just so happened to have won once before. I warned Will and Nick of Max’s game, and even though he tried hard, he was evicted 2-0.
Here is where the “multiple final 2s” comes in: I already had a final 2 deal with Sagar, but Nick and I promised to take each other to the final 2 as well. At this point, Will, likely noticing that I would be easy to be at the end, told me that he would take me to the end, and I went along with, knowing full well that I’d evict the biggest jury threat if I were to win the final 4 veto.
Luckily, Sagar won the HoH and Nick won the Veto, allowing me to make it to the final 3 while getting no blood on my hands that round. I knew that I was guaranteed a spot here, but I still tried and won part 1. To answer the lingering question on people’s minds: yes, I would’ve taken Nick with me had I won part 3. I feel like we would’ve had more of an equal shot, but I love Sagar and my alliance with him was certainly meaningful.
Now that I’m here, I’ve reflected on my game and have realized that while people might think that I played a disastrous game, I was able to get through each round, either voting in the majority, winning HoH, or convincing people to keep me in over the other nominee. I worked hard to make sure that people would keep me safe or not nominate me, and I have made it to this point without getting a single eviction vote.
With the Letters alliance, I was able to form bonds with people that I truly trusted and cared for. the Femme Fatale alliance, I was able to be the mediator between both Chloe and LQ, pledging loyalty while forming closer bonds with people outside of that alliance. With Sagar, I had a close ally who I could divulge information to, all while keeping it under wraps. With Nick, I had a close friend who I could go to for personal guidance and advice, along with help in the game.
I have been told that I’m a “rat”, but I needed to tell people information so they could continue trusting me. If I had stayed loyal to every single person I had connections with, my game would’ve been ruined, so I had to stay loyal to a few people while leaving my alliances with other people. I can understand why people are upset about this, but it was necessary for me to advance my position in this game.
I know that my game may look messy and bad, but I’m extremely proud of myself regardless of the outcome. In previous games, I have always tried to make it to the end but never noticed all of my tendencies such as playing under-the-radar, aligning with people who opposed each other, and using my status as a “rat” to get me to the end. However, this time, I took the bull by the horns and made it to the finale by doing so. Even if I get 0 votes, I am extremely thankful for this experience, and I am glad to have played this game with you all. Thanks, and good luck Sagar! <3