Alright, first and foremost I want to thank Shawn for having me back. This wasn't necessarily the most enjoyable experience, but I valued every day that I was in this game. It was a roller coaster and I never thought that’d I get this far in a cast this stacked.
Next, to the jury. I understand that my gameplay this season is one that could easily be viewed as one that "lacked passion" or "being too much under-the-radar." My goal here tonight is to prove these impressions wrong by displaying that I was very committed, made moves during my limited opportunities, and overall have the self-awareness to have gotten myself to this point in the game.
STRATEGICALLY:
This can be viewed as a hole in my game because of the fact I didn’t have an HoH to direct a week of my agenda nor pulled someone off the block to benefit me long-term. My early strategy, was to align with the outsiders and individuals who seemed malleable. While, I can't directly take credit in certain moves early on as all I did was really make a stan against the Vixens. I did manage to make some moves though which could absolutely be under looked come the jury stage.
1. Jojo’s Eviction – Me and Andy were the supposed swings at the eviction (from my lens). I waivered the possibility that Ray was always going to be a bigger threat making him an easier target versus Jojo who the potential could had to go deep based on his relationships in the game and that could’ve put a target on myself and Andy over him. Essentially, I chose to work with Ray over Jojo cause of his target level and for the fact I felt a majority alliance of five between myself, Ray, Andy, Evan, and Nolan was going to be a lot more coherent than with Jojo.
2. Sydney’s Eviction – Me and Andy were being talked to by James come voting. We were hesitant about Ray and thought maybe it was time to take a swing at Ray we knew he was shifty and because I felt I had a decent relationship with Sydney. Maybe this would restore an alliance between myself, Chloe, James, and Andy after just having to evict James and failing. This could’ve been a gesture of good will, but we chose to eliminate Sydney out of the real threat that James, Chloe, Will, and Sydney had a four-person alliance and didn’t want to fall on the wrong side of potential numbers. There was also the impression Chloe/James would target Ray/Nolan before me/Andy and well that didn’t end up proving to be the case.
3. James’s Eviction – Arguably, this is the one that I had a clearer hand in. There was a lot of pros and cons throughout the day that I felt Chloe was likely more liked by the jury, but James was a bigger contender in terms of making the end. Ultimately, a lot of my decision had to go around doing the opposite of Will cause whatever Will was unlikely good for my game as I’ve wanted Will out for like ten rounds. I wanted someone to eliminate Will at four which was highly unlikely but also recognized the odds of me winning final HoH were probably low, so someone needed to get me there. I was confident that everyone, but Will was going to take me but by eliminating James it for one got rid of competition threat off the board come final HoH and two if Nolan had been evicted at the final four there was decent odds maybe James throws final HoH if he stays and I’d get evicted for 3rd. I essentially had to bank on someone beating Will with less competition threats even though it definitively took away someone who I think was genuinely going to take me to the end. It was better for my long-term positioning as I don’t think Chloe would’ve thrown a competition after Will just tried getting her evicted.
My long-term strategy after breaking out of the gates way too fast was to let others make themselves targets. There was a big alliance that ultimately disintegrated over time and mine/Andy's name during the early stages were mentioned consistently to be put up as pawns or targets. Sometimes, I did have to play “under the radar” as I needed to bide my time and let things play out a bit but feel that my presence was a lot more consistent towards the early-mid jury.
SOCIALLY:
Throughout the game, my plan was always to make sure that I had some form of social relationship with everyone in the cast. I wasn't one to just not talk to someone that I felt was non-influential to my game. No, I wanted to make sure I had a relationship with everyone even if we were on opposing sides.
For instance, at the beginning of the game there was obviously division between the Vixens & The Outsiders (Novamax, Mine, James's pair). I would socially attempt to build relationships with everyone but focused a lot more on those who I figured could be future kingpins or were in middle positions like Evan & Jimmy or Ray & Jojo as I always felt that we'd have some mutual interests despite having played on opposite sides during early stages.
However, I can safely say that my “social stock” was on the rise after the first double eviction. My game had been outed by Marissa that I was trying to create obvious seeds of doubt among people in the Vixens to lead to them turning on each other. I was caught and there was a high chance that I was on death row. However, I took advantage after the events of both the double eviction, the events after the double eviction and the fact that Evan turning on his old alliance that really deduced not only my target/threat level, but it put me in a decent position. I gave people incentive that I was flexible to working with them which was valid but didn’t intervene in fight where people begun to forget about me and my previous situation (this was intentional).
Jury Stage, I think my relationships towards the end of the early portion kept me off people’s radars. Not to mention, I felt relatively confident that I would never be anyone’s priority target. Andy nor I had one zero competitions at this stage in the game which opened us to several opportunities of alliances whether it was:
Myself, Chloe, James, Andy
Myself, Andy, Chloe, James, Nolan
Myself, Ray, Nolan, Andy
Myself, Ray, Nolan, Andy, Evan
Jimmy, Chloe, James, Evan, Andy
These were just some alliances that I’m pretty sure that I was in over time. However, I think that even for individuals like Sydney, Will, or Jojo that I could’ve been in some form of group with them.
Finally, after Andy was evicted at the final seven. I knew that I was in a decent spot for the end game since I had final two’s with nearly everyone in the final five (minus Will) and genuinely believed they would take me or that everyone was at least taking me to three whether that was from lack of competitions or for the fact that I managed to dub down my target so much people were fine going with me that far into the game and were comfortable enough that’d I fight for them come Final HoH.
I rebounded after my blunders early trying to cause so much distrust early that I managed to work back into social graces by taking a more collective approach to individuals instead of heading into panic mode. It’s not the most entertaining way to go about things from a television perspective but it was an effective method as I felt people were always comfortable to entertain ideas by me or why should I keep them in the game.
PHYSICALLY:
I can't even defend myself on this one. If there was an award for the "Weakest Competitor" it was absolutely me. There is no defending it with my zero competition wins under my belt and that is obviously a red flag as these could be viewed as missed opportunities as this could've been added moves to my resume and or buy me social capital. There were points where I did throw competitions and there were a lot of points where I was just simply not as capable to win.
DISCLAIMER:
Now, I'm aware that my game has holes nor was the best this season. I lacked in certain aspects of the game or have shown moments of unintentional false hope. However, I hope y'all give me the opportunity to prove that I wasn't just this inactive stowaway but rather that every action and/or decision that I made was calculated from beginning to end.
Obviously, a resume is very important and while I was not the one with the HoH's or POV's which can definitely are missed opportunities. But, we all have the potential opportunity to vote come eviction night and mine especially during the jury stage proved to be pivotal (James, Sydney, and Jojo''s eviction). I attempted to make the best decisions possible for myself not only to win but to set myself up for the end game thinking a couple moves ahead. There was no fleeing from indecisiveness and taking a penalty vote as opposed to not voting at all.
Lastly, I was the only person not to be evicted this season. There were instances which I was lucky (DE #1) but there were points that I had set myself in a position where the odds of me getting evicted were either extremely low or had made the proper relationships to advance myself in the game. I believe this was likely my best-case scenario beside from maybe sitting next to James.
Good luck Nolan!