Last year was just way too much, and in many regards has forced me to question so much about my life.
Last year, I lost 3 relatives (2 aunts and 1 uncle), which was just horrible and I'm still not over. I also watched my mother go into depression because of these losses (they were all her siblings), and I can't help but wonder if she will ever be okay.
Work was legit the WORST and there are many days I wonder if I made a mistake going into teaching. It's legit a serious debate I have every day now.
And my online spaces were bombarded with toxicity. I lost so many friends on here last year and honestly, it got to the point that every time I logged in here, someone would do some fucked up shit without any remorse.
Really, last year was a perfectly aligned shit storm, and I just don't know what to expect from 2022. I'm hoping for better, I'm trying for better, but I just feel so lost.
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So sorry you've had to go through all of this. I couldn't imagine your mom having to deal with the death of three sibling within that short of a time frame. Hugs you and your fam so tight. And it's ok to switch careers! Doesn't matter if you went to school for one thing. Yea, you might say you wasted your time/money but you really didn't. It's ok to change your mind and ultimately you should do whatever makes you happy. You might look back in 25 years and be like "damn. why didn't I just go try to do this" especially if what you're doing right now isn't fun. You deserve happiness and to do what you want to do
2021 was a hard year. I’m sorry for what you and your family has gone through. And you going through so much more on here and professionally is so sad. ❤️
