Right now I'm at a crossroads in my life because I am almost twenty one and when I turn that age soon I want to have a clear state of mind. Right now its not clear with this and that going on. At times I feel like I have nothing to offer, and I know that I'm more than that. Living a life full of regrets is horrible because you will always look at what should of been done rather than what steps you can do that can make your situation better in the future. There are times where my mind is clear but it goes back to where it was before. I have a lot of thinking and finding to do in the next couple months but I hope to find who I am and be happy with that outcome.