People can be triggered by 'neg this if I should kill myself', 'plus this if I should kill myself'.
THIS SITE IS NOT A SUICIDE OR DEPRESSION FORUM. So 2 days of posting blogs about killing yourself does not belong on this site.
If you need real help. Private message a friend on tengaged, see a dr, talk to someone on a suicide/depression forum or ring a confidental helpline.
sosyomomma as someone who has dealt with depression, I take this stuff seriously. What she says on her blogs will be triggering to a lot of people who have dealt with suicide