It's fucking hard just to type
None of my friends are alright
Just hiding tears in our eyes
Trust me, I wish I could stop caring
I swear to god, I'm fucking trying
My head's just fucked up from the lying
Honest, I wish you never met me
It never rains anymore
I've been laying on the floor
So disgusted with myself
Can't fucking take this anymore
I have this hole in my chest
It hurts so bad, I can't rest
Waking up from all this stress
I'm fucking trying my best
To live a life on my own
I always stare at my phone
Waiting for you to hit me back
Because I always feel alone
I'm the thorn in the roses
Body decomposing
Leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice
