So, im pretty sad at the moment.
I really liked this guy, and i told him everything about it.
Weve talking for a while.
And i know it was crazy to even think anything would come of it. (distance)
but it still hurt, really bad, when i was rejected.
It was even worse that he said it as nice as he could. Because then i knew he cared.
I have a longing to still talk to him.
But im not sure i can handle it.
He'll probley see this post and have something to say. "Im sorry" "dont be sad"
Or "Why are you reacting like this, this is stupid"
And i will begin to mend or he may even stomp my heart into the ground a little further.
I undestand how Bella felt when Edward left now.
Maybe its for the best.
So, im pretty sad at the moment.
