First off I know this is going to get buried just like any other white card blog but whatev's I need to vent and since I cant do it IRL, its internet blog time away.
Anyways for those who are willing to put the time into read this I have a question, what drives someone to shy away from those who love them. My parents are the verge of Divorce largely due to my dads drinking and drugs problem. He blamed is problems on my mom and so they decided to try living a year apart from each other, and I dont mean one county over, I mean my Mom left the go damn country. During that time, my Dad actually cleaned himself up and started to get better, and whilst I rarely saw my Mom it was ok because my Dad was getting healthy again. After a year they finally tried to move in again together, on my birthday things were great... this lasted a week, because apparently 1 year of work was just thrown away tonight.
Whilst I know longer live them this still effects me deeply, Its been about 5 years really since we were a happy family and to have it be so close whiten grasp, only for my Dad to Fuck it up makes me want to punch puppies. I am sure there are others who have been through situations similar to this and could possibly give me some advice. I'm in a bad state at the moment and could really use some cheering up.
