Mental Health has always been a big thing in my life, i feel like I'm dead most of the time and its not good, everytime i try to talk to someone i just crumble and just cant seem to get anything out or even if something gets out i cant explain it properly, depression and anxiety are in my life 24/7, ive been on here alot a while back but then as you can see like ive been on and off so much and just cant sit around anymore which i hate as i love this website and love been able to do the things i want but now it feels likei just need to be out and about keep my mind off of things because I dont know what would happen if i just sat around thinking about life and about other things, its horrible its not what i ever wanted in my life, i have had it before but not as bad as i have it now and it seems like its at its worst :( :'( .
