I wrote but don't have the guts to show to any of my real friends...and the person its about i no longer have contact with :/
what do u guys think?
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I always wandered what I'd do without you. It was something I could never quite picture, even now as I live it I still somehow can't imagine it. My mind refuses to grasp the thought, to be conscious in this reality.
Everything is backwards, nothing is right.
My night is day and my day is night.
I try to keep busy, to occupy my mind.
I pretend you don't exist.
I tell myself this is for the best
We were meant to say goodbye.
My heart knows that is a lie.
I cannot forget you, but still i try.
okay so if your username has any "naughty" word in it or may sound sexual then i cannot view your profile >_>
i now can't even view the blog i made with xGirlyBlondex's name as the title
this is ridiculous i need to break this parent lock crap
