like i said i am trying to get to this awakened, more present state of mind...and a lot of shit that goes on here is completely counter-productive to my mission in life atm!
fighting is a reaction of the senses, which is due to how our minds have been condition to function from the world around us, from our parents, family. etc..
it is no longer my place or desire to involve myself with negativeness on tengaged, or in life in general, whatsoever. thus, i will probably driven completely away from here soon. so with that said, anything percieved by anyone to be an attack from me, or a shitty comment... is just a joke and/or sarcasm. and i will make a great effort to make sure that sense of humor is only targetted at my friends who understand it.
the more negative energy you let out into the universe, the more you can expect to get back in return. just think about that. now stop fighting please.
It kinda sounds like you're forcing yourself to be awakened. You don't awaken yourself purposefully, it just happens at the right time. Also, spiritually awakened people don't mention it, the way they act relays it to others.
this is just me being really excited about the transition ive been undergoing literally the past 5 days only. it wasnt something i was searching for, wasnt something i really even knew much about. it was 5am a few mornings ago and i stumbled upon this video. from that moment forward its been like some sort or blinders came off. like for real ian, how i saw the world less than a week ago, COMPLETELY differnet from how i see the world at this very moment. since then ive literally spent hours upon hours (all my spare time now that im not living on tengaged), researching, feeding myself, learning more.
granted, this is all still SO new, something that can be perfected in time, a habitual new way of being. ofc, it cant be forced on anyone, but all it takes is a little seed to open up someones eyes, ianfitz0012
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I am glad to know that you are trying to take a more spiritual path to life. I could type a paragraph like you but I'm about to go to sleep, but if you want to have philosophical conversations (about this or whatever) in the future, I'd be happy to. You know where to find me.
http://www.tengaged.com/blog/VybZKarteL/3072661/very-funny-please-read-it-it-will-make-you-laugh-sure