I always have one of those self reflection moments and damn I have grown sooo much in the last year. Literally I went from losing completely who I was, not caring about myself and school, being fully dependent on tengaged/orgs to make me happy, feeling worthless, and being heavily depressed with high anxiety. All of this was cuz of having absolutely no self control and being with someone who was very toxic and emotionally manipulative af. I eventually got help and started the healing process and learning about who I was.
And now I am sooo happy with my life. I got hired today, and about to make money. I am in a relationship with someone who I just feel and know in my gut is someone who genuinely loves and empowers me, I can trust and be open with him vice versa, I can actually feel relaxed without doubting anything, and I can be my complete self around him. I also feel very motivated and excited to slay all my classes this semester and so ready to start working more on my degree. And I am sooo grateful for all the support my friends have given me!!! This is a lot, but I just felt like venting. :)
