You know...insanity is like a disease. You can catch it. And when you do it's almost impossible to stop. Insanity I believe is in my system at this very moment. Now now insanity can mean a multiple of things. Not just wanting to rip your hair out. Not wanting to rip other people's hair out. It's...just a state of mind. I believe anyway. It could just be a strike of genious. Not saying I'm a genious or anything. I believe I'm far from it. But that doesn't mean that you have to be insane to be a genious either. Insanity is very...scary at times. But once you control it it can be almost...fun to play with. Using your skills of getting into someone's head just to see what dark secrets lie within. Now this maybe a macbre way of looking at it. But what if you are in...love? What then? Would you turn down this "Maddness" even if it meant you could just for a moment know what they truly thought of you. If your love could be returned. I,too sometimes think of that. You know...this could almost drive someone to the edge just to find out.
How far would you go?
Maybe I'm going crazy now. And I guess that's ok. At least being crazy proves that my mind is capable to comprehend things such as...such things as color. Speed. Motion. You know I used to be a runner. A runner with great power. Great...courage and motivation. Sometimes I thought that I could run so fast that I could fly. Oh but running at night was my favorite time. I would picture the night was my favorite blanket. MY favorite blanket I have had since I was about 9 years old. Sometimes I could picture the moon as a great...piece of my life that I was meant to capture. It saddens me somtimes to know that I never actually touched it. Never able to capture if like I once had dreamt. But you know sometimes I wonder...what if I took that one extra step? Would I have only moved one step? Or would I have started to fly? An old friend once said he loved the night. I asked him why and he said he had no idea. I think he does he's just afraid to tell me things. I beileve he found it one day while walking along. Peace is what he found. Without the pain and coldness of the world. The night can have a strange effect on people. It can make one very safe. Like me. Or it can feel like you are trapped. Like my mother. But soon the night will be peaceful for her too. I hope she will find it soon. I have found mine. With such happiness I have found it.
I need help like right now!!
Ok here is the problem!!I have a bestfriend of mine that means alot to me and I really want him to know that but I have NO idea what to got him for Christmas!! AND!!I'm as broke as a joke!! Like I said I need help!! He is like really judgemental too so I hope he doesn't hate it!! Anyway please!!I need help!! IF THERE IS ANYONE THAT ACTUALLY READS THIS THE PLEASE HELP ME!!! LIKE SERIOUSLY!!
Ohhhhhh
Let me tell you now
Ohhhh
(Ohhhh)
When I had you to myself,
I didn't want you around,
Those pretty faces always made you stand out in a crowd,
But someone picked you from the bunch,
One glance was all it took,
Now it's much too late for me to take a second look,
Oh baby give me one more chance,
(show you that I love you)
Won't you please let me,
(back to your heart)
Oh darlin' I was blind to let you go,
(let you go baby)
But now since I see you walk away,
(I want you back)
Yes I do now,
(I want you back)
Ooh ooh baby,
(I want you back)
Ya ya ya ya,
(I want you back)
Na na na na,
Tryin' to live without your love,
Is one long sleepless night,
Let me show you boy,
That I know wrong from right,
Every street you walk on,
I leave tearstains on the ground,
Following the boy I didn't even want around,
Let me tell you now,
Oh baby all I need is one more chance,
(show you that I love you)
Won't you please let me,
(back to your heart).
Oh darlin' I was blind to let you go,
(let you go baby)
But now since I see you walk away,
Uh-huh,
A buh buh buh buh,
A buh buh buh buh,
All I want,
A buh buh buh buh,
All I need,
A buh buh buh buh,
All I want,
A buh buh buh buh,
All I need,
Baby, Baby,
(Ohh)
(I want you back)
Forget what happened then,
(I want you back),
Oh baby I was blind to let you go,
But now since I see you walk away,
(I want you back),
Spare me of this cause,
Oh baby I need one more chance,
Ha!
I tell ya that I love you,
(Oh oh oh)
I want you back,
I want you back,
I want you back,
I want you back...
You know I'd fall apart without you,
I don't know how you do what you do,
Cause everything that don't make sense about me,
It makes sense when I'm with you,
Like everything that's green, boy I need you,
But it's more than one and one makes two,
So put aside the math and the logic of it,
You gotta know you're wanted too,
I wanna wrap you up,
Wanna kiss your lips,
I wanna make you feel wanted,
I wanna call you mine,
Wanna hold your hand forever,
And never let you forget it
Yeah I, wanna make you feel wanted
Anyone can tell you you're pretty,
And you get that all the time, I know you do,
But your beauty's deeper than the light,
And I wanna show you what I see tonight,
When I wrap you up,
When I kiss your lips,
Wanna make you feel wanted,
I wanna call you mine,
Wanna hold your hand forever,
And never let you forget it,
'Cause Baby I, wanna make you feel wanted,
As good as you make me feel,
I wanna make you feel better,
Better than your fairy tales,
Better than your best dreams,
You're more than everything I need,
You're all I ever wanted,
All I ever wanted,
And I just wanna wrap you up,
Wanna kiss your lips,
I wanna make you feel wanted,
And I wanna call you mine,
Wanna hold your hand forever,
And Never let you forget it,
Yeah I, wanna make you feel wanted,
Baby I, wanna make you feel wanted,
'Cause you'll always be wanted...
I need help like right now!!
Ohhhhhh
You know I'd fall apart without you,
Uh excuse me but who died and made you king?