I'm quite literally having a break down IRL.
Spiralling so far online isn't quite my usual style. I've been called everything you can imagine that has nothing to do with games. There's no value for humanity here. I've asked in PMs to be permed. A line was crossed- no matter what people think of mental health or someone playing a victim, public ridicule and shame is not the way to treat people. Be mad and aggressive about the game if you want, I do know I am, but I would never start commenting on somebody's mental health nor making posts that publicly mock. There is trend of this lately in TG and it's not a good place to be for me. You try to explain what's happening for you and people starting victim shaming and putting more on your plate like sexism and racism. Nope, I'm just feeling really unwell.
With that comes a reminder that nobody here really is gonna care because we're not really friends, that's clear when you all poke and poke and poke.
Jayglezst Saved Nijoco for the drama. And I love watching him Spiral every time his name comes up!
The lies the others are telling to put the spotlight on me is being ignored.
I make it easy for them, i do, but I expect people to look closer and think smarter.
I realised Logan thinks nobody in the game trusts me well I can say that isn't true. There are people that have my back but i also am aware that I go hard and sometimes too hard. I've tried to change that but I find it difficult to do so. It doesn't mean I can't make it further in the game because I do really try.
Logan may have been part of the votes in the last few days but as part of the pack; I have been out there leading sets and pushing hard rather than just locking in and calling my job done.
I'm not popular or influential but I want to bring the game to public and actually work for it instead of resting of my status as "well known" or "well liked". That's where I'm different to the other cast members.
I do wish Logan luck and I'm sorry this was th set today because he's a nice guy but I'd like to stay, please.
