Okay I need to get this out and I have no where else to get it out so here it is. Im tired of this crap that is living in my apartment. My roommate is starting to make me insane to the point where I want to start smoking again [i havent smoked in over a year] she takes everything and blows it out of proportion. and my boyfriend who i also live with isnt helping because he tells her things that I dont want her to know and it just causes fights and right now im exausted but im so stressed and tense and I wont be able to sleep tonight now and i just want to smoke and cry and I have no where to do that because if I cry in my living room my roommate will hear if I cry in my bedroom well my boyfriend will hear and I just dont want to cry in front of anyone. urg!!!