Do you really want to reward someone who on a daily basis says they're going to kill themselves?
idk about you but suicide isn't really a joking matter and pegasus seems to uses "suicide" as a reason for people to take pity on him. If you joke about committing suicide you're pretty damn fake. People lose loved ones everyday, people would do anything just for one last day with there loved ones. Then there's you who doesn't even care about living, that's pretty fucked up if you really take living for granted. Also think of your parents finding your dead body. How will that affect then? Cut the bullshit and stop being such a fucking loser.