and all the players ive has so much problems for years but i think this site makes me laugh and happy. i know sometimes im really annoying and insufferable sometimes for no reason and i get it. but thank you to the ones who still like me. i think tengaged is very caring to open up about my feelings when i dont receive it in real life because i never speak of my emotions. i love being on tengaged because it brings me so much joy, one day in october 2023 i really tried to hurt myself with pills but i stopped. later i logged into tengaged and i had a better day because i had fun on the blogs page. if tengaged ends id be sad because its one my of my only outlets, and i just go on here when i just hit a breaking point and wheneve i vent on tengaged i get nice words.