California, if you didn't know is a rough place to live. People are two-faced, jobs are scarce and well life isn't all that sunny. I'm trying to stay positive but, it's so difficult when you have already had your heart broken, & you have moved here all alone. You see, I graduated high school in June and 1 month later I found myself moving to California. I met this amazing guy on a vacation that I took to Cali at the beginning of June and I moved down here partly to be with him & mostly because I want to work for Disney. The first week I was here we hung out everyday, things were going great, he really liked me, I really liked him and I thought nothing would go wrong. Even the second week things were going even better than the previous week, I was very excited, I felt I had known him forever and the qualities he possessed were what I looked for in a guy. Well, the third week things turned sour very quickly, all of a sudden he was very short with me & then told me that he didn't want to be with me anymore. It broke my heart, it really did. So here I am in California two weeks after the break up, still in pain. Why? Why does heartbreak hurt so badly? I hope things start to look up here, I've made a few friends but, I don't really have anyone solid that I can turn to. It's hard starting out on your own but, hopefully I'll make it.
Hey I moved to cali too and its hard but it gets easier. Gotta be honest, you gotta have other objectives on why you are here. Like maybe a good job or whatever. Just hang in there. The only person you have to rely on is yourself. Not everyone is two-faced. A lot of ppl here are not from cali so talk to them. They know how you feel.
