Personal blog , thoughts about how to make myself a better person.
This is not meant to be depressing I just thought I was a nice idea to look back and compare the difference.
When I was younger I didn't know what friends are . Back in primary school, all those years ago , I used to have a strong group of friends . People I still to this day look back on and smile as the thought of there presence made me smile. My first best friend who I used to be so closed with and taught me to be a nice person and social skills. These people in the first pat of my life helped me tell the difference between what is right and wrong , taught me not to get jealous when my friend got another friend and to learn about equality. Even though there were times when I didn't understand what was going on and some parts I blocked out or cant remember as they were too painful.
Even though I don't talk to anyone from primary school, even though I would like to at times , I still care about these people especially my first best friend I would still like to help them and talk to them again about the good old days . When everything wasn't difficult and I learnt to control my emotions.
Hopefully I will do Part 2 tomorrow about secondary school :) x
ONE LOVE , THERE ARE ALWAYS PEOPLE IN LIFE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU #love#memories#life
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What is a friend? As a tengager, that whole concept confuses me. Do you pronounce all the vouls vowls in friend, like fry-end or pronounce it like freend? I've always had difficulty with that word, it's one of those words I've always read but never heard. I found myself up crying at night sometimes, because that word, however you pronounce it, gives me a lot of grief. Who in this lifetime could I call a friend? I would die happy if I just had one friend.
tbh I have always had problems with writing about my feelings so I know it doesn't make sense but I think I know by the age of 21 that a friend is someone who is there for you no matter what who cares for you and loves you for who you are. But I know that wherever you are there is always someone out there who cares about you no matter how lonely you feel.
Personal blog , thoughts about how to make myself a better person. 
