just know that it gets better. i don't really talk about personal stuff to anyone on here, but this year has been the worst year of my life. my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2015. she battled it all the way until March 9th, 2017. when she passed away i went into a depressed state. i didn't talk to anyone. i laid in bed all day, because of the fact i lost my best friend. i'm just now getting back out and having fun. starting to smile more. starting to have a normal life. so yes it might be bad right now. but it gets better. i'm not looking for sympathy or attention, i'm trying to help people. i hope this in some way helps someone on this site. bc i love you all.
