seriously i dont and what i mean is this thing called life, i mean what is it about? we all try to find perfect happiness but we never do cuz no one knows how to and the real ways to the hapiness in life is living i mean just live and i think by the point my life is pretty f*cked up right now
let me put this in perspectiv, first of all i have some big trusting issue i cant tell anyone anything mostly secrets and stuff and things ppl need to know about me i keep a secret even from my parents (which its kills me everyday that they dont know). second i feel so...lonely i guess not that i am i mean i have friends like you guys and ppl at school but i have a weird feeling that when i get older i wont have any and its not like im a bad person whos rude im nice and caring and i volunteer too but i get the feeling that everyone is changing and they wont want to hang out with me anymore. and last im very confused mostly because im a deep thinker and i get confused cuz one person say one thing and someone else says another thing and i dont know who to belive.
anyways the reason im writing this blog is i just need some real logical guidence in my life and i want to ask you guys for help plz most of you wont know me but plz cant you do a nice thing that could help someone?
plz
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