all I can say is that if you don't want to get vaccinated, that's your choice
I would implore you to, but I can't force you. Covid isn't something you want to catch, but it's your life, and you choose how you live it.
I understand if you're waiting and just need more reassurance that it's safe, that's totally cool. Vaccines will help stop the spread of this virus, and I hope that many more people choose to get it. At the end of the day, I can't control what you do, so I can only wish you well