Im drowning my emotional trauma with meaningless sex, alcohol and bad sarcasm when in reality what's really underneath is daddy issues because hes homophobic and I turned out as I am. So I seek out all these other men to fill that void inside of me only to be left with a bigger void because they end up leaving me as well.
Maybe I'm not cut out for love maybe that's why Im so rude, alone and intolerable to be around.
