and I could easily just go on grindr and get him. Truth is, we never made it official and i haven't seen him for 6 days since tonight and the look in the eyes said it all. He had someone else.
I don't want to bother anyone else tho and I'm tired of selling my body just to get my next shot. I don't need alcohol. I need appreciation. And lately no one wants to appreciate me in real life or on here for obvious reasons.
Maybe I deserve this. Maybe this is the Universes way of saying "Ha you dumb manipulative self involved slutty whore cunt bitch fucker" this is what happens to people like you and honestly I'm living for it.
