Okay, so practically, you've been everything for me. You're always there to talk to, and I always have good times with you.
But, I'm a selfish bitch, and I haven't been giving you the same level of treatment that you have been giving to me. It's unfair for you, and I'm extremely sorry for it.
However, I'm slowly improving, I'm human, so I'm taking baby steps, but eventually I will get there.