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I'm not the happy boy I was

Jan 24, 2010 by ToutDeMoi
I'm getting close to my Birthday and right now, despite having a lot of friends etc I am feeling increasingly alone.  I'm never one to bang on about feeling sad and that, because, the truth is, I don't often get sad but I right now am feeling pretty low.  I have two seperate groups of friends and I seem to be swinging between both, thus leaving me feeling a little rudderless.  Things that never used to bother me too much, like people not responding to text messages etc, are now crippingly crisis inducing issues. I feel right now like I want to run away to a different country and start all over again.  Its not a great feeling :(

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Hi there! Can you please read Chapter Five of my new book, "The Creature Within"? Thank you! This chapter was dedicated to my friend who passed away recently. Please read it...for me. Thanks again! BTW, I plussed for you!

http://www.tengaged.com/blog/TheEternalGX/299316/the-creature-within-chapter-five
Sent by TheEternalGX,Jan 24, 2010
Running away to a different country would just make you feel more alone :/

You could think of the nice things, and the people that ACTUALLY care about you, rather than the one's that simply can't make the effort to stay friends with you :(

Hope you feel better soon.
Sent by RiDsTeR,Jan 24, 2010
When your birthday approaches, it's usually the time when the latent depression within you (if you have some) manifests. Hang in there and it'll most probably be better after it passes.
Sent by Ekatherinna,Jan 24, 2010

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