and I am so sad. If u have never experienced with depression and anxiety u will never understand. But I am just so sad and no one knows and I have no one to talk to because no one thinks im sad because I pretend im all happy but its fucking bullshit. Cause I am not. All I have to make me feel happy is listening to music because it makes me so fucking happy. But everything else just makes me depressed. I smile a lot but deep inside I am broken and so fucking sad. I need help but idk how :(
