I needed to tell someone, and you guys happen to be the people. I needed to say something eventually, but I don't have the balls to tell anyone who's close to me. None of my irl friends know, my family is unaware... But yes, I am gay. I've been struggling with this for almost a year now. I really wish I wasn't gay, but I am.
Now I don't expect anything from you, I don't want you to tell me how brave I am... This is an online site. I will never meet any of you, and coming out here is nothing.
I'm sure there will be a few haters, and let me just say, I'm Catholic. I don't think God hates gay people. I mean, how can you hate someone for something you can't control? That's like hating someone for having autism, or a birth defect. Gay people are just as worthy as others.
As of right now, I'm pretty sure I'm just gonna live like a straight person. I'm never gonna tell anyone, because I'm a coward, and im gonna marry a woman (or not at all). I go to a conservative, all boys school, and coming out there would be stupid. I might come out to a select group of friends, but probsbly not. You people may be the only ones to know.
Thanks in advance for being supportive. Love everyone regardless of their sexuality, or skin color, or religion. Don't discriminate.
