My boyfriend kept poking at my tubb' today. Like, on my stomach. And at one point he jokingly grabbed my chest and said "MOOOBS!" I was visibly saddened by this, and he apologized, and added "I love your tub :)" but...it still kinda got to me.
Now, I'm not fat. I know I'm not. But, I guess I'm just human in that I can't help but look at myself and wish I was something better. I'm 5'8" and i weigh under 150 pounds, I know I'm not fat. But...I just...
I wish I saw myself like he sees me. I wish I could always feel just as beautiful as he always tells me I am. I wish I could believe it =\
Sooooo I'm kinda here cus this is where my boyfriend spends like, ALL of his time, so I gave in and got an account.
He was going to show me around the site, but he was kicked off the comp, so now I'm just kind of here...confused....and bewildered...and REALLY hoping I don't become addicted to this site...
This picture represents what Tengaged is to me right now ._.;