A poem/song, which I just wrote, just then, as I made this blog, because I'm cool like that. Do not take it too literally.
No matter how much I journal
No matter how much I write
My head is still spinning
I'm still filled with fright
I'm dazed and confused
and it's nothing new
it's just a day in my life
just a day in the life
of no one
Unfocused eyes
lopsided smile
calling and screaming
I'm dreaming
head tossing words around again
my hearts pushing my brain 'round the bend
And not everythings romantic
and not everythings so different
I have so many things to think about
and I will always be in doubt
No matter how much I cut
No matter how much I cry
My feelings are still there
I'm still filled with life
