*reminder before I start this blog I am a lesbian*
k so like this whole fucking shindig of irl is really getting to be a huge bitch
as you all know since I talk about it nonstop I broke up with Alex like ~2 months ago? i tried to make it work for a while and then things just went hella fucking bad and we didn't speak for a couple weeks and went back to speaking on Wednesday of last week which was great but I can't help but think she only talked to me bc I got a new girlfriend and she panicked
we've gone back to being best friends but she admitted she still has a thing for me and vice versa so I feel like it could work in the future. I'm really not feeling the thing I have going with this girl currently because she's not approving of my friendship with Alex but she won't break up with me so I'm trapped.
i just really miss Alex so much. like everything about our relationship was good even when it was bad. her family treated me like family and idk I'm not getting into sappy gay details because you're all fucking nerds
also it turns out I hate every single one of my "friends" and have no desire to speak to them
