But I do suffer from Depression, it runs on my mothers side, I saw my mom deal with it from the spilt between my parents and sadly I lost my sister to Depression, Anxiety and Alcoholism three months ago.
I attempted suicide when I was with my ex, basically I tried to overdose on medications..it wasn’t bcuz of him it was bcuz I was drinking and got into a fight with my brother and hit him and my brother is like the one person I TRUST AND LOVE so much. So when I did that, I couldn’t forgive myself and I had been drinking and was so angry at myself I took all these pills and locked myself in a closet. I couldn’t breathe bcuz of all the crying and hyperventilating.....
Thank god my brother checked on me and that’s what probably calmed me down. I’m glad I’m in a better place now it’s just I struggle with the loss of my sister now.
